One more time, One more chance

嫌な予感

2010-05-29T12:02:00.002+09:00

もう、あきらめてしまおう。

単純思考なら苦労なんかしないよ。

やっぱり君も同じなんだね。

もしもし

2009-01-12T01:40:00.001+09:00

聞こえますか？

ありがとう。ずっと考えていました。

考えて考えて疲れたりもしたけど、今はやっぱり考えるだけで笑顔になれます。

出会えてよかったです。色々なことを学んだよ。人間に一番大切な心を学んだ。

拒否

2009-01-09T01:33:00.002+09:00

される夢を見て凹む。。。

でも、やっぱ相当好き！

だって好きじゃないのに、あーだこーだ考えますか？

ごめんね

2009-01-06T00:23:00.000+09:00

やっぱりだめだ～

前向きに考えようとすればするほど、好きだと伝えたくなってしまう。

今言ってもしょうがないよね。

言いたくて言いたくて、早く会いたくて。

こんなに好きだけど

2009-01-01T03:00:00.001+09:00

なんで夢にでてこないんだろう。

もう１週間経つのに何も変わってない。

心はまだ許されないや

今日思ったこと

2008-12-31T00:48:00.002+09:00

君が大人になることを教えてくれたから、3年後くらいにああ、惜しいことしたなって思えるような女になるようにがんばります。
それでも、まだ君のことを好きでいたいな。もう依存じゃなくて、二人で笑っていられるような仲になれたら最高だなあ。。でも、やっぱり君が幸せでそれまでいてくれたらいいです。本当にありがとう。

君はわたしを変えてくれた最初の人だから。この痛みを乗り越えて自分のことを好きになって、人に心からやさしくなれたら、そのときは、また会いましょう。

Today is the day that I started new life for myself and for him..

2008-12-27T01:06:00.003+09:00

"One more time, one more chance, please." I said to many friends. I got many feelings from them. But everyone has own thinking. The rest of days that I decide to say again for him has 364 days. I got his feeling now. But I never be able to give up on you. So I decide to say a thing on 25th December in 2009, if my feeling dosen't change....

でも、この気持ちはすぐには変わらない。絶対なんてないんだから！これから楽しく生活します☆

Nya★☆★☆

2007-08-19T00:25:00.000+09:00

I fell in love with the person who I played with recently...yaba-i゜+.(*′艸｀*)。゜+. I went to the alumni association today. It was in my high school days. Long time no see Marika! I got Marika's business card! It will be very precious in the near futur!! Her legend seems to be handed down even now! She is working at Yoyogi. And she is a project maneger in Community Engine. Our teacher 'terapi-' seemed to be very well. He teaches at Meizen High School now. And others seem to be very vivid.
I sang a lot of songs at Karaoke-kan after drinking party! But it cost too much!!!! So from now on, I have to save my money!! Tomorrow I have to work from at noon to at 9 pm. After that I will get back to the University in order to work...So good night..

I can't stand any more!

2007-07-31T14:24:00.000+09:00

Uhhh....I can't help saying that!! I want to say that to him soon!! I want to see him again as soon as possible!! He's been in my dream everyday. One more time, I want to say that thing to you. Give me One more chance please, please... I has been studying C language because of your influence. I want to know a lot about you. I miss you. Once I tried to forget you. But I couldn't. Icouldn't such a thing!

Almost finished....?

2007-07-02T00:45:00.000+09:00

Recently I and Kato-kun go to NKS architects everyday untill the final bus leaves. This is because 2nd July is deadline of our competition for Kumamoto city's arcade renovation. The model of our arcade has almost finished, but not completed yet...so that we had to catch the final bus, Marco had to continue making the model instead of us. We were very sorry for him. But we get along with each other very well. I'm happy to talk with foreigners like this also in Japan. For this model, we had to spend 3 days. This is for only one picture. And Kato-kun was made to make models of some paterns for the roof design For about a week, but his effort was not realized. Prof.S said to us, "we want to finish it about by 29th June, so I had to work my part-time job today. But I called to cancel... Architecture is always like this...

Starting　day, today★

2007-06-28T05:19:00.000+09:00

Today I and Kato-kun had to think about our competition's arcade design and go to NKS which is our prof.'s architectual office to discuss how to make the shape by glasses and the system of opening for fire. We discussed with prof. S and Mabuchi-san and Marco from Milan, so we talked almost in English. We had something to do for it, but we had to make a material for a presentation of the tomorrow's seminar....So prof. S let us go back to the university...I said hello to Marco" I'm sorry we leave you." But he said to us, " Thank you for leaving me." I taught him Japanese Joke and lots of Japanese things on the way. We had a good relationship at this moment. We each other exchanged words of jokes all the time.

Now I am writing a material which is about the summary of Timber Construction Manual. I stayed at the university untill about at 2:30, and Kubo-kun drove me to my house. I talked too much today with my juniors...

I'm not recently satisfied with my daily life. My battery has run out for a while after coming back to Japan from Munich...Give me your power, anyone! I want to go anywhere else now...